I very much enjoy the rambling. It makes me hate you a little bit less for being so talented, knowing you've gone through changes and such. ;) I think most fanartists just display the art which is cool, but sometimes it's nice to know what made the artist decide to draw a certain thing, and how they worked with certain programs and such.

And if you're really concerned with bad english (though I've gotta say I don't have problems reading your stuff) I'd be happy to look through it for you. ^^